daisy

OH MY GOD i am so sorry that i havent posted in forever...
who am i kidding, whoever actually reads this blog probably has way better things to do than read it so you probably havent even noticed that i havent posted in like a month or so...probably longer.
anyways, i've been thinking:
the world sucks
that about sums it up and its kinda hard to explain besides that...but i can try
maybe its just a vengeance against natasha, but the world seems to have it out for me. its all the little things that eventually add up, like tons of bad days filled with little things that go wrong. for example, i happen to have lost my cleats, but no worries, i wouldnt even be able to play Field Hockey at school tomorrow (not starting school yet, had to make that clear, just sports...NOT school) because my doctor didnt sign my health forms, which meant that i got my schedule late, which means that i had to order my books later, had to pay more for shipping, made my parents mad (because they arent constantly mad) which made me mad, and i couldnt fully enjoy pineapple express, and now my mom is even more pissed because every time she comes to talk to me i answer what because she was mad which made me mad! but the main point is i cant play field hockey tomorrow and i still have to wake up at 815 AM to get ready and get to the metro and then ride a bus to school. i hate the world, and the world hates me.
but as you can see, these little things cause a massive snowball chain reaction and eventually everyone just ends up pissed at each other and they keep getting even madder because when people are pissed at each other, they are rude to each other and then they get even more pissed because they are being rude, i think you get the point.
anyways, i just really need to get out of my house and go somewhere, do something. something new though
there is nothing to do here. its always the same things, with the same people at the same places. change is good people, SO MAKE SOME!

i am just so sick of everything
please, just talk to me.