I for an eye

Eyes are fascinating.  i think that they are a persons best feature and the most interesting one too.  i mean apart from some other feature i cant remember at this moment they are the only thing on your body that stays the same size from the time you are born. and each person has a unique eye, every single pair is different than the other. (i dont know if these are proven scientific facts but i think they might be) its like a finger print that distinguishes you from every person in the world but its not as conventional as a fingerprint or anything and its not nearly as widely used.  i dont think a criminal could leave like an eye print or something at a crime scene...but i digress

eyes are just so amazingly incredible! just think about it.  theres the color of your eyes, theres so many variations and so many shades! all the pigmentation that goes into making your unique color its unbelievable. and the patterns inside. i know that my eyes personally are pure brown. there almost no lines in them (i dont know what the proper terminology is for the lines that go from the edge of the iris to the pupil) so they simply look like a brown piece of glass, perfectly smooth and almost as dark as my pupil to the point where its hard to distinguish them.  and theres people with two different colored eyes and people with specs of different colors in their eyes there so many different variations....

then theres emotion. its incredible that no matter how big your smile is or how sad you look your eyes are the real give away to how you really are or how you really feel.  everyone has a different type of eye, like dead eyes or hollow eyes.  those are probably the worst. its like someone who seems to have no emotion. then theres angry eyes like people who simply always look angry or maybe they are just angry at that moment.  but its still more hurtful and stinging than the meanest thing you could say to someone.  then theres the judgmental eyes. probably the harshest eyes of them all.  someone who without saying anything can rip you to pieces with one glance. completely tear down your self esteem. its not something you should be proud of nor is it a skill you should aspire to have. just knowing one person can do so much damage with such a small part of their body and such small effort makes me cringe. i hate the judgmental stares because im always on the other side of them.  and trust me it hurts. 

but its not all bad, there are happy eyes, kind eyes, loving eyes. those eyes that you want to look into all night, the person with the golden twinkle in their eye the kind of eye that you want to catch at a party and you want to just stare into them all night. those are the kind of eyes with a captivating power.  

making eye contact.  even more poweful than an entire conversation with someone.  

how can such a small thing carry so much power!  so maybe its true that power doesnt lie in number or in size.  

ps: this post is really disorganized and its not my best so sorry! i will be better tomorrow